MY PRESENT

My days go by seeing the sun over the crescent 

reminding me of my present

i see myself drenched in his scent

for i have longed to be in his pent

Far away,making his way

he seems to know that he has a say

for i have seen him sway

back and forth there he lay

I may have wronged him

doing things that hurt at my whim

i have realized that i had to trim

my ego that had its own fin

Am sorry i hurt you 

and i know its not new

the feelings that i hid from you

has seen itself rise like the morning dew

Here i am all alone

blaming none but one

me and my follies 

just like a trolley filled with lollies 

:))...

THE HOPE THAT WAS!

poem for thee part 4 i came hea in search o u for i had no clue tat itd all be blue for i tot id find someone true i wandered here and there thinkin id find u der.. on the way to u ma love i found friends i truly love and still der is somefin tat holds me back cos i have lost track i feel like im in a sack o sweet someone i know ur der somewer waiting tirelessly waitin for me to love ya immensely i know the day wud come the day id say here he comes!....:))))))))))))))

It seemed right

when i saw him in sight

for i met him in the night

beside the lake,the birds had taken flight

fell for his charm 

and in it i saw no harm

cos i knew he would hold my palm

and make me calm

dreamt of a future

in which i thought we'd nurture

a heart  which needed a suture

bowled over by his words i was

for every word there was a pause

for the words had numerous flaws

confused n battered i dreamt along

a hope redeemed after so long

but alas it never meant to be the love song

that i yearned for

SN

THE ONE

In my search for the one
i have lost and won
and the feeling is that of  a nun
who sees the world full of fun
but alas  getting none

the search renewed full of hope
for i feel i can someday cope
just like an endless soap
where i hang from a rope

somedays i feel like i have lost the feeling
when i end up kneeling
for the love that i have been reeling
for i find in it a healing

but i find my mind and my heart at war
when i see the search afar
the gentle touch on my scar
is all i have wished for so far

SN

FOOLISH LOVE

oh sweet messenger i see wat u yearn to say

for i have seen the night and day,

go by with much dismay

for i dont seek love anymore

i see my dreams on the shore

wer the birds do their humble chores

for i have been in this world for long

have heard the love song

trust me its not something i need right now

for i have been on that path

bled my heart and cried in my bath

for i know how it feels

hope that time will heal...:))

fin(SN)

THE DOWNPOUR

The rains have come 

washing away my home

which i built on my own

a home that was indeed my solace

the only place 

where i never felt out of place

now i see it destroy 

helpless to even  cry

for i see my hopes die

when will i ever rebuild that place i called my own

where i saw my family seed sown

now left with only hope ,with the dream gone

i retire with a prayer in my heart

that this happens to none

SN