THE ONE

In my search for the one
i have lost and won
and the feeling is that of  a nun
who sees the world full of fun
but alas  getting none

the search renewed full of hope
for i feel i can someday cope
just like an endless soap
where i hang from a rope

somedays i feel like i have lost the feeling
when i end up kneeling
for the love that i have been reeling
for i find in it a healing

but i find my mind and my heart at war
when i see the search afar
the gentle touch on my scar
is all i have wished for so far

SN